"'With sweet songs,
all the Gopis dance totally satisfied with Radha and
Krishna, the treasure of their life. In this way, seeing
the beautiful nature of Krishna-lila expanding throughout
the forest, I don't want to go back to my home. I want
to enter into this forest in search of the sweetness
of this Krishna-lila." Bhaktivinoda is praying: "When
can I renounce all my family attachements and I will
exclusively worship the King of Vraja, Sri Krishna."
So, the forest of Vrindavan is enchanting. The forest, accompanied by the most
beautiful river of love flowing along as the Yamuna-river curves it's way through
the Vrindavan forest. And there are little ponds of lotus-flowers. And there
is the sweet enchanting sound of the chirping of the birds. Everything gets excited
and paralized as the sweet sounding flute emanates from the lotus lips of the
Supreme Enchanter penetrating through the holes of the flute of love traveling
through the space and touching the hearts of all including the stones which become
as soft as butter. The trees, the birds, the deer, the cows, the peacocks, all
of them get captured within that flutesong and drawn towards the Supreme Enchanter.
But this flutesong has a definetely powerful nature of traveling to the ears
of all those longing for rendering loving service to the infinite Lord of love,
the Enchanter of all, who is Govindaji, the sweet Lord of His beloved devotees.
Thus the flutesong goes right into the houses of Vraja and goes into the earholes
of the Vraja-Gopis. And as they are hearing this flutesong they are becoming
stunned: "Our Lord is calling. What am I going to do to go there ? I am
here with children, husbands, cooking, cleaning, arranging the family-house affairs.
And I am hearing this flutesong coming into my heart and just like a hook it
is piercing any type of external consciousness and pulling me out of my duties
into the forest to meet the Originator of that sweet call of love". So the
Gopis make all the arrangements, one, two, three, come up with some excuse, saying: "I
have to still pick some water", whatever, they go out of the door not to
return so fast either. Of they go, they don't have time to arrange their clothes
properly, their hair is not necessarily very well arranged, everything is in
disorder, they can hardly walk properly. They stumble as they run along the dark
path, along the forest to go to that place next to the Yamuna, where this Enchanter
is leaning on a tree in the Vanshi-vata, doing as if He was just absorbed in
the flute music, and had nothing to do with all the effects it takes on the hearts
of the afflicted souls, who had simply been pierced and made slaves of the sweet
flutesound. So as they come there Krishna is still playing on His flute. He is
all of the sudden opening His eyes and He sees Himself surrounded by Vraja-Gopis
who are drinking up the nectar of His lotus-face with their lotus-petal eyes
as they can simply think: "My beloved Lord, I am so fortunate, tonight I
have come to see Him, and tonight I will be able to please Him". And they
see all the other Gopis there, and they are so profoundly absorbed in the bliss
of contemplation. Then Krishna opens His eyes and looks with His naughty prankish
look of: "Girls, what are you doing here at night ? can't you see the time
? You are not supposed to be in the forest here, I am astonished". And they
look at Him: "Yeah, yeah, you are astonished", "I think for the
sake of morality, chastity and good tradition you should but now go back to your
homes, wouldnt you ? I don't think it will look to good for you that you simply
ran away from home to come here into the forest. I may be a little bit guilty
of playing flute, but anyhow it's time, you should return." The Gopis look
at Him and say: "Oh, why He says such horrible things ?" And they don't
know what to say because He is giving such good arguments, so they are starting
with the toes of their feet, they are drawing lines, pushing the soft sand of
the Yamuna from one side to the other, and they are speechless. Then Krishna
goes on, He says: "Really my dear girls, I think you have risked very much
by coming here, but anyhow, since you made such an effort why don't you walk
a little bit along with me, along the Yamuna and we can have a nice time".
So the Gopis are totally infatuated by their love for Krishna, but their love
is so pure, they are only there, they want to please Him. They want to make Him
happy. As it is always being emphasized by our spiritual Masters that the criteria
of love for God is that you are not concerned with your own pleasure, but you
are exclusively concerned for pleasing His senses, regardless what effort it
may take, what danger it may entail, regardless. For His pleasure you are ready
to do anything difficult. So in this way the Gopis are ready to put their entire
existence at the lotus feet of their beloved Lord Sri Krishna, whom they have
prayed to when they prayed to Goddess Katyayani to be so kind and make them wifes
of Sri Krishna, they wanted to be His wifes. And Katyayani made all the arrangements,
she is an external aspect of the powerful potency of the Supreme Lord. And in
this way she pleased the Gopis that now they can dance with Krishna in this famous
rasasthali in Seva-kunja, celebrating the most intimate sweetness of tasting
the lotus lips of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, because their purity knows
no bounds, and there in the innermost samadhi of their heart the Supreme Lord
is making His fun and dancing and singing and musical entertainment in the most
beautiful forest of Vrindavan. In Sharat-purnima we will celebrate this here,
in the night our beloved Gauranga Radha-Vraja Mohan will come out here and dance
with the devotees. So we hear about all these qualities of the Gopis, we hear
about this unique sweetness, this unique dance which has been glorified even
5000 years later. We are still in rapture when we hear about this loving connection
which is so unique. Then we are hearing Bhaktivinoda Thakuras prayer, and he
says: "With sweet songs all the Gopis dance totally satisfied with Radha
and Krishna because Radha and Krishna are the treasure of their life". You
see the Gopis always want to make arrangements that Radha and Krishna can meet.
But Radharani she always wants to make arrangements that the Gopis can meet with
Krishna. So there is an incredible plan to always enhance Krishnas pleasure and
Krishna enjoys how the Gopis are always eager to make all the arrangements for
the pleasure of the Supreme. He is the parama-purusha, the Supreme enjoyer.
When we are talking about the Gopis love for Krishna, our Gopis love today is
the Sankirtan love. Now don't think that I am utilizing this for any propaganda
purpose. Going out to convince the conditioned souls that they should act to
please Krishna, that will make Krishna very pleased with you and make Srimati
Radharani very convinced that you are belonging to that group of surrendered
servants. When you go out and try to convince somebody about Krishna, oh, it
is so nice if they are receptive. If they are totally impersonal and agnostic
and suspicious and they think Krishna wants to, or not Krishna, they don't believe
in Krishna, if they think you want to take advantage of them in any way then
you cannot feel anything, then you say: "Hey you are not this body, hey
you are spirit soul, hey you are going to suffer the karma of your sinful activities".
That type of talking we can still do, but otherwise we are not so inspired. But
if we can tell to somebody who is trying to please his senses and who is never
satisfied, you say: "Yes because you are not pleasing the senses of Govinda,
it is your life and your business to please the senses of Govinda, please Govinda,
do for Govinda what Govinda wants to be done and tell people about that they
are unhappy because they are not serving the senses of Govinda, they are trying
to serve their own senses and they are never satisfied, you have tryed it so
many times, who knows what did you try to please your senses, what you did for
illicit activities, taking drugs, drinking alcohol, dancing late at night, trying
to please your senses and all you could get at the end of it was like nothing,
stale, frustration, I was not happy, I could not please anybody", then you
see all of a sudden that you are wasting your life, you are wasting your time.
And then a Vaishnava comes and says: "Because you are not pleasing Govinda,
you have to please the senses of Govinda. And how do you please the senses of
Govinda ? By telling others to please the senses of Govinda. My business is that
your business is to please the senses of Govinda. And Govinda will be pleased
by your senses when your senses tell others that their senses should also be
dedicated to Govinda because we got nothing else to do. There is no other engagement,
there is no movie you have to see, there is no book you have to read, there is
no visit you have to make, there is no trail to be tracked, there is no excavation
to be made, there is no archeological survey to be undertaken, there is no sociological
study to be done, there is nothing to be done except serving to please the senses
of Govinda, the Lord in everybodies heart. Everything else is a waste of time. "That
type of activity in the human life which does not bring about loving attachement
to the lotus feet of the Supreme Lord should be understood to be an utter waste
of time" (Srimad-Bhagavatam).
So to please the senses of Govinda by selling books in the Bookstores, by giving
the people many nectar from the transcendental world or by establishing a Vaishnava
academy in Mexico or by taking the songs to every town and village or by preaching
through the Internet or by making a preaching center and a Vaishnava-forum or
by taking care that all of our programs are protected like Paramahansa Maharaja
is doing. Or by doing anything like that to please the senses of Govinda in Vrindavan,
thats why we are here. If you are coming to Vrindavan to please your own senses,
this is not Vrindavan, you should leave immediately. You should come here to
please the senses of Govinda. And don't think you can run away from Vrindavan
because every temple is Vrindavan, not only Vrindavan is Vrindavan. Every place
where devotees live and they try to please the senses of Govinda there is Vrindavan.
So don't think: "Oh Vrindavan is a heavy place so maybe I should go somewhere
else" Where ? To be in maya somewhere or to be with devotees somewhere ?
If you are with devotees somewhere thats also Vrindavan. So they have a saying
in English which is pretty heavy: "Shave up or ship out" Either you
get your show together or you gonna be on the run again through the planetary
system like Durvasa Muni when the Sudarshan chakra ran after him because he had
offended a Vaishnava. He could not find peace anywhere. Everywhere the burning
sensation of the Sudarshan was just scorching his back. So you want to find peace
without pleasing the senses of Govinda ? Forget it ! You have to work, you have
to think you have to dream you have to do anything to please the senses of Govinda
because Govinda is the only one who loves us all, Govinda is the only one who
is really our eternal friend and pleasing His senses means pleasing Him and pleasing
His devotees.
So Sankirtan is the mood of the Gopis, this Sankirtan movement is in the mood
of the Gopis. The Gopis go out to recruit more people for Radharanis group. They
say: "Hey come here my friend, don't you want to be part of Radharanis group
?" You say: "What group ?" "Yes, we are recruiting for Vrindavan,
we need some more preachers who want to come and please the senses of Govinda" "No,
but I want to be Govinda" "Oh you fool get away !, He wants to be Govinda
this rascal, lets find somebody more serious". Like that, we invite people
to come and become members of the group of Radharani. Radha-dasyam, that is what
our acaryas have taught us. So we have to be very careful if we want to accomplish
that. Thats not a joke. Krishna consciousness is not a joke. It is a full commitment.
It is a full task, so wonderful task to do something for our beloved Lord Sri
Krishna. This is a very, very important task. Now my spiritual Master Srila Prabhupada
he taught us from the very beginning that this is the movement of Radha and Krishna
and that Caitanya Mahaprabhu is Radha and Krishna and that Nityananda is the
original spiritual Master and that He gave everybody the mercy to come to the
lotus feet of Lord Gauranga and He went to knock at every door in every corner
in the world and tell everybody, even Jagai and Madhai, to chant. And Jagai and
Madhai by accepting the lotus feet of Nityananda were even purified of the offence
of having beaten Lord Nityananda and they were getting the mercy by the mercy
of a devotee. And that principle being applied is the principle, the life principle
of this Krishna-consciousness movement. Because somehow or other we also came
here. And we didnt come exactly from the saintly circle of philosophical students
or pure hearted souls. We came from the dark dungeon of kali-yuga, crazy for
sense gratification, running here and there, trying anything to please ourself.
And when somebody told us :"please Krishna" we said: "Who is Krishna
we don't know Him" We only know the mirror and looking at our face and thinking
about what this guy wants to have enjoyment for today, eating, sleeping, mating,
defending, anything. But enjoy, enjoy, enjoy your life, at least enjoy your Gulabjamun
which is not offered to Krishna, lets enjoy some bhoga. Like in India it is not
so much traditional, so you don't have so much illicit sex life. Drugs you also
have, people are taking bhang everywhere and others go and drink their stupid
whisky and things like that. Foolish things are everywhere, you don't have to
go out of India to find foolish things, they are right here also. What about
speculation and what about wanting to become God ? Hmm, everybody wants to become
God, you don't have to go to the west for that either. As a matter of fact Srila
Prabhupada said India is exporting a new incarnation every week. Everybody wants
to be an incarnation, like in the west there is one yoga-group they have started
now the avatar-course. You can take a 6 month course to become an avatar. Now
what do you think about that, wouldnt that be exciting ? become an avatar ? with
certificate of course. You absolved succesfully the avatar-course and now you
are a bhogi-yogi avatar. So cheating is going on everywhere, but who is ready
to please the senses of Govinda ? That is the real question we have here. Now
Bhaktivinoda Thakura says: "When I see the beautiful nature of Krishna-lila
expanding throughout the forest, I don't want to go back to my home. I want to
go into that forest and I want to find the sweetness of this Krishna-lila".
So in one way or another we have come into this forest of Vrindavan, and sometimes
you may think: "Maybe I should go back to Vienna and get a job", or: "Maybe
I should go back to Colombia and study in the University of Medellin", or: "Maybe
I should go and become security agent in Miami", or: "Maybe I should
go and have hip-hop dance in a Disco of Mexico", or: "Maybe I should
go to Manipur and see If I can get a new job", or: "Maybe I should
open a shop for my own and have a big family". Like everybody may have some
ideas what he could do, there are so many ideas. But the fact is that this is
not the pleasure of Govinda. Govinda is not looking that you do all that nonsense.
There is no home waiting for you, there is no home. So called homes thats where
people are fighting, thats where people are frustrated, thats where people want
money, money and thousands of other things. Thats where people spend all day
watching television and don't even talk to each other. Like one person told me
she went to visit her home. And in her home television was running. Even after
they havent seen themselves ten years there was no solid conversation because
everybody was sitting there and television was running there (imitating television): "Oh
why did you leave me you stupid fool, I wanted that you love me" and then
everybody says: "Oh how are you ?, so nice to see you, look this novella
we are looking here", and back they are on the novella. There is no relationship
in this world. Everybody is taking duo-darshan (looking television), but not
real darshan, no nama-darshan, no thakurji-darshan, no sadhu-sanga-darshan, only
duo-darshan. In this way they are wasting their life away, and that is the home
you want to go back to ? No, Bhaktivinoda Thakura says: "Forget it, I don't
want to go back to that so called home, if anything I want at home I will sent
a letter to home: Come to the Forest of Vrindavan you beloved fools ! You are
wasting your time there, drinking, sleeping, come to Vrindavan, go to the temple,
chant Hare Krishna. And then they say: "Oh, she became a fanatic, they must
have washed her brain that she is only telling us we must give up our beautiful
televisions, we should give up our beautiful whisky bar, we should give up our
beautiful play of enjoyment where we are king, sometimes", until somebody
comes and kicks you out from your kingdom. Latest death comes and kicks you out.
Usually people get kicked out before death comes. it's just the way nature is,
you get and then you loose, you get and then you loose.
So in this way my dear friends, follow the footsteps of Bhaktivinoda Thakur,
this is the call to Vrindavan. And somehow or other, I don't know how we are
sitting in the forest of Vrindavan, this is the kadamba-tree, this is the tamal-tree,
tulasi is everywhere, Vrindavan, Vrinda-kunja is Vrindavan. Thats why I dared
in that song to call it: "The door to the rasa-dance". So Vrinda-kunja
is actually Vrindavan and in Sharat-purnima we have actually personal chance
to witness the dancing of the Supreme Lord here in the forest of Vrinda-devi.
It is very sweet, very nice, very kind, but we have to be serious. That is also
a fact. Be serious anywhere you go, be serious anything you do. If you want to
be serious your life will be most fortunate. If you are not serious well then
you have to go and experience all that nonsense you still want to experience
for not being serious. We have seen that, sincerely speaking it is so important
to be serious about Krishna and we hope the best for our beloved devotees that
they all get the blessings of Sri Sri Radha and Krishna, that we all get the
blessings of Sri Sri Radha and Krishna, that is my humble request to all of you.
Jay Sri Krishna, jay Srila Prabhupada, jay Sri Vaishnavas, jay Sri Vrindavan
dham. The Forest of Vrindavan, Gopeshwar Mahadeva, Vrinda-devi, Vanshi-vata,
Dhira samira ki jay. Gaurapremanande haribol, Sri Harinam Sankirtan yajna ki
jay
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